Some things are better left unsaid, and I think this applies very well to any sort of self-analysis of writing or other forms of conceptual work. The best move is to keep on trucking and to not look back. What I am moving towars saying is that I have doubts about this project, this blog maze. So why not post this as the text for the word "doubts" or "updates", and the answer is that these thoughts are happening now as I am working on the page "are". This is things as they ARE. It's a lot of work this website, and even though I have been developing it slowly and easily, I have a habit of trailing off from many projects even when they are slowgoing and easygoing. So I fear that for this silly blog. I feel as if it is vain and indulgent and that I have not yet written anything interesting on here. This may all be true, but I must remember the original plan. I must remember that I am building something that once it is in its full swing conceptually, the rest falls into place and these doubts will vanish. The sucess of this website is self evident because its practical mode of functioning is directly linked to the artistic/conceptual manner of its functioning. Things as they are ARE shaping up.